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September 2017

Please Help

doctor-anfelo:

I don’t like to bother and this is a long read, so I apologize a bit in advance, but I’m in a situation where I must do this.

Some of you know my situation and I know some of you really worry about it, but for those who don’t I’ll try to sum it up: Up until recently I lived in Venezuela, which as many of you know is currently a dictatorship where civil rights are trampled over daily and basic stuff like food, medical attention or even clean water were near impossible to obtain.

During the protests in these few past months I was pointed at with a gun by someone because people were robbing a supermarket near my apartment and I decided I couldn’t take it anymore so I took my little savings and went elsewhere. It was hard and I went through some hardships like government refusing to issue passports and highways being blocked because of protests (Nearly missed my flight), but I made it out in the end.

Sadly, now that I’m in another country, things are really looking up.

I chose Chile because of its inmigration laws making the whole process easier than other countries, at least for me as a Venezuelan. My plans were to rent a small place, work and well, survive just like back in Venezuela; I did find a small place with some basic furniture that runs me about $600 a month (Including water, electricity and good it goes up to about $850-$900 a month).

I know it doesn’t sound like much for many, but since I haven’t found a job yet and my only source of income is Patreon and commissions it’s been quite stressful, because Patreon’s income tends to fluctuate monthly and I get 2-3 commissions a month if I’m lucky and I’m already cutting down on food and eating twice or sometimes once a day.

Some of you might wonder why I’m not working I bet. Laws here state that I need a permit in order to work or be hired, said permit takes an average of 60 office days in being processed, and I’m still waiting for a response (It should take 1.5-2 more months according to some inmigration officers) because the Inmigration Department is currently saturated with work.

My mental health has deteriorated quite a lot these months, to the point were I suffer anxiety attacks almost daily, constant depression, my apetite has gone down a lot and I have stress bouts that give me strong headaches, all because losing patrons or barely getting any notes on my work.

I have asked openly others for advice regarding how to raise my popularity, which characters would people like to see, if they want me to see me try a new style or something, asking others for publicity, etc. I really don’t even know what to do at this point and I’m seriously wondering if my work is so bad that there’s nothing to be done about it, being honest I wish I could do anything else but this is all I have and I’m afraid of starving or ending up homeless, I’m in a new place and I don’t even have a safety net here or back in Venezuela. I can’t even go back to my old country anymore with the current shit going on.

The point of this post is just to ask of you to please share my work in your networks if you can, my Patreon ads or just my page (FB, Tumblr, etc). Tell your friends about it, spread the word, reblog if possible, so people know about my work and hopefully help me out by commissioning me or pledging on Patreon or something. Heck, if you don’t want to pledge or want a commission done and still want to help me somehow I could accept some aid via Paypal.

If you really can’t help in any way, not even sharing or hitting the reblog button in this or my work, it’s okay. I’m not gonna get upset or anything, just know that I’d be infinitely grateful for some help in these dire straits I’m in.

Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/doctor_anfelo

Like hot guys? Totally support this dude, help a man out :)

Sep 30, 2017 1,999 notes
#I very rarely put stuff like this up #but hey sometimes you need signal boosting
Sep 19, 2017 57 notes
#blender porn #geralt #gay porn #gay animation
Sep 19, 2017 176 notes
#nsfw #geralt #geralt of rivia #blender porn
Damn, that WiP looks good, good af. I'm so excited. But kinda tired od the fact, that in almost all animations i saw, Geralt is on the bottom. Great job though. Huuuuuuuuuugs

Thanks! I never really though of geralt as a bottom, when I saw him in the game he was constantly fucking women, so I thought “maybe it’s his turn now >:3” guess next time I’ll make him top ;) but to whom, I wonder?

Sep 19, 2017 4 notes

A wip of my animation, just wanna share it cause it looks so remarkable. Sadly though rendering times are just too much (1 frame=2 hrs), so an 8 second animation would literally take 16 days straight of rendering D: I’m going to cry now :’( 

Sep 17, 2017 70 notes
#nsfw #geralt #geralt of rivia #blender porn
McCree Jerking it

gfycat

No Sound today :( just messing around with fluid simulations and it worked…ish. 

Sep 9, 2017 161 notes
#McCree #blender porn
Lucioooooo

AH YEAAAH


Damn, I revamped my textures for a few models, and they looook gooood :3 gonna have to apply them for geralt ;)

Sep 7, 2017 80 notes
#McCree #Lucio #gay #bara #blender
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